I
recently watched an interview segment with John Stott in which he was asked
when he felt the most alive. His answer was threefold: when he was in public
worship, in friendship, and when watching birds.
Stott
shared that when in public worship he felt himself transported into heavenly
spheres and could sense angles and archangels – the transcendent was palpable.
This is more than being excited, it is more than being engaged in music and
meaningful lyrics, it is more than feeling refreshed at being disengaged from
the chaos and worry of the world, and it is more than being about me the
individual – it is about the Trinity and the host of heaven and the people of
God who transcend time and place, as the writer of Hebrews puts it (12:22-24), “But you have come to Mount Zion and to the
city of the living God, the heavenly Jerusalem, and to myriads of angles, to
the general assembly and church of the firstborn who are enrolled in heaven,
and to God, the Judge of all, and to the spirits of the righteous made perfect,
and to Jesus, the mediator of a new covenant, and to the sprinkled blood, which
speaks better than the blood of Abel.”
I
don’t know that most Christians contemplate these things or are even aware of
their existence or of the possibility of touching them. I don’t hear many
people talk about them or acknowledge them when they are talked about. Our
individualism works against a sense of the transcendent and against a sense of
a corporate “other”. Many of our church gatherings are so high energy and move
so quickly that one is hard pressed to contemplate Scripture, lyrics, music, or
prayers. It is as if someone is afraid we’ll change channels if we aren’t kept
moving.
Are
we seeking a city or are we seeking an isolated yurt? Are we seeking to live in
transcendent and eternal community or are we seeking to live in sound-proof
apartments to only venture out when there are group activities that interest
us? Again the writer of Hebrews (13:14), “For
here we do not have a lasting city, but we are seeking the city which is to
come.” Also in 11:10 & 14, “…for
he [Abraham] was looking for the city
which has foundations, whose architect and builder is God… For those who say
such things make it clear that they are seeking a country of their own.”
While
we may have to wait for the full manifestation of the New Jerusalem, we need
not wait to touch and be touched by this city descending from the heavens.
While it is important to set our hope on that day when the children of God will
be manifested and creation delivered from the slavery of decay (Romans 8), it
is also vital to live in that which is and was and is to come. Otherwise we
live as the people of Haggai’s time, caring only for our own houses while the
house of God lies in ruin, living for ourselves and not for the people of God,
not that others may know Him, and not centered on the Throne Room where God and
God alone is worshipped. We are most fully alive when we are the closest to our
home and destiny.