Below is a note I sent a friend this morning, this is what "seeing the invisible" looks like in my life and marriage. I'm reminded of Hebrews 11:27, Mose endured as seeing Him who is invisible.
In thinking about our conversation yesterday…
Paul writes that
we are to endure hardship as good soldiers of Jesus Christ (2 Timothy 2:3). I
suppose this is the way I was raised in Christ, raised to lose my life for Him
and others (Mark 8:34 – 38). Not that I’ve always lived this way, but it is the
way I was taught. In addition to Watchman Nee’s Normal Christian Life, I think I
may have given you Andrew Murray’s Abide in Christ, and I think I gave you
Discipleship on the Edge by Darrell W. Johnson. None of these books are focused
on “me, myself, and I,” they are all centered on the Christ of the Cross and
the Cross of Christ.
While I don’t
think of having a particular life verse, if I had to choose one it might be
Galatians 2:20, and a life passage would be Mark 8:34 – 38. When I was in the
Army (and I imagine it was the same for you in the Navy), we never began our
days with a group hug and our sergeants asking us how our feelings were that
day. We were there to serve, to obey, to function as a team – we were on
mission.
So with us…we are
here to worship God, build one another up in Christ, and go to the world with
the Gospel – the stool has three legs.
Our greatest temptation,
perhaps, is to avoid the Cross. Friends do not let friends avoid the Cross.
Friends do not counsel friends to escape the Cross. Peter insisted that Jesus
not go to the Cross and Jesus said, “Get behind me Satan! You are a stumbling
block to Me; for you are not setting our mind on the things of God, but man”
(Matthew 16:23).
I was never
taught, nor have I thought, that God was interested in making me a better
version of myself, He is interested in bringing me to the end of myself and
transforming me into the image of Jesus Christ as a new creation in Him (Rom.
8:29; Gal. 2:20; 6:14; Col. 3:1 – 4).
While Vickie and
I realize that there is emotional and psychological trauma and stress
associated with what we have experienced – we do not deny that for a moment –
we also realize that we must look to Jesus to walk with us through this. No
doubt He uses others to walk with us – Paul and his friends “despaired even of
life” (2 Cor. 1:8) but they also saw God working in them for the blessing of
others (2 Cor. 1:4, 9).
In addition, we
both know that we are closer to leaving this pilgrimage today than we were
yesterday – and we are living in the light of that knowledge; we will be in the
Holy Presence of Jesus sooner rather than later – we are in the portal that
transitions us from this life into the glorious Life to Come in Christ and with
the saints.
Around 1999 I
was visiting a friend, Dan Smick, in the hospital in Boston. Dan was married
with two young sons, both under 7 years old. Dan’s liver was failing as a
result of cancer treatments and he was hoping for a liver transplant – in essence
Dan was dying, he would go to be with Christ in a few months. Dan was the
director of the Marketplace Network in Boston, a ministry similar to Needle’s
Eye in Richmond.
As I entered the
hospital room Dan was asleep, so I sat down in a chair next to his bed and was
quiet. When he awoke and saw me he smiled and said, “O Bob, I’m glad you’re
here. I was just thinking about some ways to share Jesus with others. Let me
talk to you about them.”
I will
never forget this. Dan was dying, sure there was still hope for healing, but it
was slim. Dan had a wife and two young sons, and he loved them deeply. Dan could
have been feeling sorry for himself on many levels, but instead he was thinking
of how to share Jesus with others.
When we face
hardships, when we face pressure and pain, the question should not be, “How can
I get out of this?” It should be, “How does Jesus want to reveal Himself to me
through this? How can I share Jesus with others through this? How is God using
this to transform me into the image of His Son?”
I really can’t
imagine living any other way.
Just some
thoughts…
Bob